"A Note To MYSELF."
I'm sorry for having it realised
A little too late.
You deserved to be at first but it was
Way too behind where you'd been placed.
I'm sorry for taking you so granted
And For believing only to what
the so-called others presented.
I'm sorry for not thinkin' about you
In those dark lonely nights.
I feel bad to 've ignored you
An' kept somebody else in my mind.
When you wanted me to cuddle you tight
I was busy craving for that somebody to be my side.
I'm sorry for not realising that
Even you might lose it sometimes.
I always forced you to be someone
The way others constantly specified.
I often saw you as somebody's someone
But I forgot, before all of that
You're just a person, a unique self
& A distinctive human.
There's still so much left
That I should apologise for.
I'm truly indebted to you
For being so steady in all my moods.
I'm grateful to you for Embracing
So beautifully all those things
That the world's brought to you
Cz if you had lost it anyway
I'd haven't just been what I am today.