"A Note To MYSELF."

I'm sorry for having it realised 

A little too late.

You deserved to be at first but it was

Way too behind where you'd been placed.

I'm sorry for taking you so granted

And For believing only to what

 the so-called others presented.

I'm sorry for not thinkin' about you

In those dark lonely nights.

I feel bad to 've ignored you

An' kept somebody else in my mind.

When you wanted me to cuddle you tight

I was busy craving for that somebody to be my side.

I'm sorry for not realising that

Even you might lose it sometimes.

I always forced you to be someone

The way others constantly specified. 

I often saw you as somebody's someone

But I forgot, before all of that

You're just a person, a unique self

& A distinctive human.

There's still so much left

That I should apologise for.

I'm truly indebted to you 

For being so steady in all my moods.

I'm grateful to you for Embracing

So beautifully all those things

That the world's brought to you 

Cz if you had lost it anyway 

I'd haven't just been what I am today.